lol!

emo.

Explanation for my last 6 posts: I was on sabbatical from InterVarsity last week and I wanted to write a public journal of stuff somewhere so I did it here. Haven't done a Day 7 because I wanted to make it a week recap and I haven't had time/focus to sit down and think.

Anyways this is kind of an emo lj entry.
Talking to my friend today. I realized that I may have hit the wall of people around me (in class) being too smart. Specifically I'm referring to my ECE class. That or my brain decided to turn off for a semester, which I feel may also have happened.

I can't wait to go home and see you all.

Whatever 1 Peter 5:7.

Before the throne of God above
I have a strong, a perfect plea:
A great High Priest, whose name is Love,
Who ever lives and pleads for me.

My name is graven on his hands,
My name is written on his heart;
I know that while in heaven he stands
No tongue can bid me thence depart
No tongue can bid me thence depart.

When Satan tempts me to despair,
And tells me of the guilt within,
Upward I look, and see him there
Who made an end of all my sin.

Because a sinless Savior died,
My sinful soul is counted free;
For God, the Just, is satisfied
To look on Him and pardon me
To look on Him and pardon me

Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Praise the One,
Risen Son of God!

Behold him there, the risen Lamb
My perfect, spotless righteousness,
The great unchangeable I AM,
The King of glory and of grace!

One in himself, I cannot die
My soul is purchased by his blood
My life is hid with Christ on high,
With Christ, my Savior and my God
With Christ, my Savior and my God

I am not ending this week in a positive way. Today was a really bad day. Too many thoughts. Post tomorrow with a clearer head. God. Please help me... find a way to rediscover the point of this week.

( Day 4 )

x = something that sucks
x = :[
god = :]
god >>> x
god + x = :]
=> me = :]

please?

You are the only one I need
I bow all of me at Your feet
I worship You alone

You have given me more than
I could ever have wanted
And I want to give You my heart and my soul

You alone are Father
And You alone are good
You are alone are Savior
And You alone are God

I'm alive, I'm alive
I'm alive, I'm alive

Today was iffy. I am too easily distracted and caught up in other things. Hopefully this will serve as a lesson for the rest of the week.
I did, however (somehow) find rest. I need more of that.

I really wonder if God is testing me right now. Probably

ive realized
that every time i get insanely stressed out
i start questioning why im an engineer.
this is probably a bad thing

I randomly went back and looked at some old entries.
I was way too emo back in the day. wtf was wrong with me.
thinking about nuking

back from mexico. exhausted.two and a half weeks left.
argh

my break's almost over (not really but kinda). this is rather depressing.
i really hope to post something before summer's over (maybe the week after build or something) just talkin about this past year and all it's meant.

eh... this post sounds emo.
shrugs.
this thing is so old... i'm considering moving to some new cool variation but i'm also lazy.
too many things flying through my head. 

i think i figured out the source(s) of my remaining emo spurts. need to find a way to deal with that stuff.
new ideas are coming up on how to ask questions.
need to pack/find/borrow stuff for Yugo
need to PREP for Yugo (which I'm kind of worried about)
need to figure out what we're doing over the school year for SG
whee

LDOC
how weird.
both happy that its almost over and sad that finals are coming.

i can't wait for summer :)  

I was talking to one of my few Duke friends with LJ today, and this is what she had to say.

"4:49:21 PM h**carnage: today i read your lj!
4:49:23 PM h**carnage: you are so emo!"

so many things happened this semester, so many changes
maybe an update about this later

my roommate is playing halo 3 right now. it looks amazing.

http://sports.espn.go.com/ncf/recap?gameId=272580077&campaign=rss&source=ESPNHeadlines

D-U-K-E who the fuck you come to see? duke... duke motherfucka duke... duke motherfuckaaaaa

We won. Duke > Northwestern
We tore down goal post (singular).
Duke football, so pathetic we celebrate one win... priceless

there was however much buzz kill. the goal post fell apart and one part landed on a person :(. The whole school was crouched in like the football-pray pose.

Yeah.

D-U-K-E who the fuck you come to see? dukeduke motherfucka dukeduke motherfuckaaaa

first duke football loss of the year.
eff college football
if cal loses too im going to be pissed :(

College is effing hard. :(

that's all